I am a happy person, personally accomplished and loving life. am not a self destructive person and not seeking being pain, punishment or humiliation for the sake of it, nor I am trying, consciously or subconsciously, to purge my homosexuality through bdsm. i am juts a quite average guy who happens to be a submissive in the sexual and sentimental roles.
Am seeking a real alpha male who is multidimensional. an affable, stable, accomplished and successful man (which doesn't mean rich) who, at the same time, finds natural and turns himself on sexually when people just adapt to my rules and submit to him completely, not because the use of force, but because they feel effortlessly dragged to his control and feel accomplished to do his will.
Sexually he expects to be only one reaching orgasms (ejaculating) when fucking, getting sucked, feet licked, massaged, and kissed and not minding if i do get an orgasm, having me focused completely on his pleasure. This even might imply me preparing other bottom for him to fuck in bed in front of me.
Domestically speaking, I clean, cook, wash his car, prepare his gym bag, getting his supplies (cigarettes, condoms, beers, etc.) run his errands, etc.
Socially, he controls, restricting and even forbidding my interaction with family, friends, neighbours, etc. keeping me alone, isolated at home in general or when he wants to be alone or go out and meet friends and not bringing me.
Disciplinary speaking he does not see as natural to be back talked or questioned on his reasons to punish me and expect me to shut my mouth and swallow any anger and argument when he is admonishing or punishing me.
At the same time he is fiercely protective and not afraid to be show his emotions toward me being caring, loving or playful, listen to my worries, fears and sorrows to make me feel safe and valued.
I seek to relinquish total control of my life: sexually, socially, professionally and financially, etc, not as a requirement to initiate a relationship like the above described but rather as a result of all the trust and complicity build upon time.
If I am what you are looking for, even you are not where i am located, I am willing and ready to initiate relocation arrangements once we agree to take this into a new level.